Monday, December 20, 2010

I miss my blog !

I was too busy with tumblr.com and twitter.com . I'm blocked in facebook so that's why I can't access to it . Well, you can still add my facebook account babyeinstein_13@yahoo.com
follow me on tumblr : irrepressiblemind.tumblr.com
follow me on twitter : twitter.com/cucaicosculla

I kinda miss blogger . I didn't post or update here for about 2 days or 3 . I'm so busy fixing up and designing my tumblr . And I'm twitting in twitter also . So that's why I neglected blogger . But I'm going to be active from now on :)) Have a nice day !

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Posting .. Posting .. Posting ..

Uggh .. Why is the word BORED created ? It attacks me now ..
Nothing to do on the computer .. But to POST POST POST ..
And listen to RAISE YOUR GLASS by PINK .
-_-"

Thoughts in my mind : IRREPRESSIBLE !

I cannot stop thinking . Even though I'm about to sleep, my brain keeps on processing and processing ! I can't control it ! There are so many things inside this mind that I cannot express . It's very complicated to explain . I don't know what's happening inside this creepy mind that it won't stop thinking about the things around me . About what happened yesterday, today and tomorrow . I'm reminiscing, recalling, predicting . Even though I tried to stop thinking, It's like I CAN NEVER CONTROL THIS STUPID BRAIN OF MINE ! >:( Maybe the thoughts I can't express are stuck up inside my brain . And then many more thoughts are coming up again ! And now, MY THOUGHTS ARE PILED UP !

Gotta express this feelings right now ! Uggh -_-"

Happy Endings :)

Is Happy Endings in fairytales occur or happens in the real world ? Maybe. But only a few .
Here are some of the reasons I observed so far from the couples I used to know . Including mine :)

1. First of all is the LACK OF UNDERSTANDING . In a relationship, both of the girl and the boy should understand each others decisions and imperfections . If she made a mistake, he should help her to redo it again in a right way . Nobody's perfect for you to judge your partner .

2. NO RESPECT . This occurs on most of the men out there . Sometimes, they don't respect their girls . They touch their girl's body without asking first a permission . Their girls are like toys to them . They don't know how to value them correctly . Even though you're not a different person to each other, RESPECT SHOULD ALWAYS BE PRESENT .

3. NO LOVE, LUST ONLY . In a relationship, LOVE SHOULD BE ABOVE ALL. If you just want your partner because of her sexy body or his big muscles, IT'S NOT LOVE, IT'S LUST ENTIRELY . You should love your partner even without her sexy hot figure or big strong biceps .

4. HONESTY . You should never keep a secret to your partner . NO THIRD PARTIES . That's the number 1 case in all relationships. The Boys always have this THIRD PARTY or MISTRESS . Or sometimes, GIRLS HAS. Never ever have a third party . You should only love one and only . Don't love 2 . You don't have 2 hearts right ? You only have one . So love only ONE .

For a 13-year-old girl like me, I shouldn't know this things already . But because of my surroundings, I already know this . It's very noticeable . I'm a keen observer . And I observed this all .

Friday, December 17, 2010

Why Love hurts so much ?

Love ? What is Love ? First, let's define this UNDEFINABLE word .
For Scientists, Love is the emotional manifestation of the heart when it MALFUNCTIONS . o_O that was so scientific.
For Mathematicians, Love is the over all calculation results of the eyes, lips and the heart .
For an ordinary student like me, No one can live without Love . LOVE IS A NEED, NOT A WANT .
You will Love but without expecting no return . That is a WANT . But, Love doesn't work that way .
It should be, You Love someone that Loves you back . And a Love like that is a NEED because if you're not feeling any Love, your life will never get anything better . You should feel this emotion for you to have inspirations in everything you do . You will succeed in every way ..


Let's get back to the question ↑ Why Love hurts so much ? ↑
It hurts because YOU EXPECT A RETURN .
Know what I mean ? It's that you will love someone but, you're expecting them to love you in return . You can never force someone to love you . That is no love . Love should be from the heart, not from the brain that will process your heart to love someone you don't like . Love can never be compulsory . Love should be from the bottom of your heart so deep below the ground and give it to someone who deserves it mostly .


If you ever love somebody put your hands up :)

TAGALOG TIME !

Pilipino ako . Kaya kailangan ko naman kung minsan ay magtagalog . Di naman pwede na palagi na lang english . Kailangan ipagmalaki ko rin wika ko sa iba . Hindi puro pambanyaga ang ginagamit ko . May sarili ako wika at gagamitin ko ! Kahit na kaunti lang ang makakaintindi, ayos lang . At least, kahit kaunti, may makakaintindi . Hindi lang ako ang nag-iisang pilipinong nagbloblog noh ! Sikat sa Philippines ang blogger at ang iba pang blogging websites . Kaya di kami nahuhuli sa teknolohiya . Maaaring mahirap lamang ang aming bansa at pababa ng pababa ang aming ekonomiya, pero pinipilit ng aming pamahalaan na makipagsabayan sa iba pang mayayaman at maiimpluwensyang bansa .


Hindi lang pala English Language ang nakakanose bleed, pati Tagalog ! amp :x

The Singing Journal :)

In school, our teachers are always asking us to write in journals . Especially in English subject, in our notebook, in a given topic, we're going to write something about a certain theme that our teacher told us . It's very important for us because it enhances our English knowledge, good grammar and imagination . This 3rd grading period, I'm going to make my journal so different from my other journals before . I'm going to entitle my journal as " THE SINGING JOURNAL " . Each entry I will write on it, I will put a title with a song name . Like the songs of Avril Lavigne or My Chemical Romance .( I mentioned them because they were my favorite ). I can express myself through songs like Taylor Swift does . In my journal, I will interpret the song and relate it to my life . My journal will be very unique than everybody else . My teacher will be very surprised when she reads it :)

December 12-18: Tough, Rough, Heavy, Hard Week !

Uggh -_-
Bussyy week ..
School is so tiring !
Teachers are terrorizing !
Classmates are gossiping !
Assignments are killing !
Uggh -_-

This week is so heavy for me 'coz there's so many things that happened to me . Sad, Happy, Exciting, FRIGHTENING ! -_-"

TOUGH : This week is tough because our teachers are rushing us on passing our projects and some requirements they require to us ! They keep on scolding and scolding at us ! " HEY PASS YOUR PROJECT ! " " HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING ?! DO YOUR ARTICLES AND PASS IT ON ! " Hush :x I hate this when our teachers are always doing that ! Sometimes I wanna say that " COULD YOU PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH ?! CAN'T YOU SEE WE'RE DOING IT ALREADY ?! " But No-Can-Do because I might caught on a big trouble :)

ROUGH: It's rough because we're rushing our Physical Education Practical Tests . Badminton and Chess are some of our sports to practice for our tests . We're bringing badminton rackets and Chess boards . Ugh it ruins my style >:(

HEAVY: It's heavy because I can't do things by my own ! Or with my own way . Maybe because I can't handle it .. I maybe too young or too small to fix problems are make .. to cover up the holes I opened up .. and to straighten up the paper I crumpled .

HARD: Too hard for me because my life is all messed up .. And I don't know how to fix it . Can someone help me out ?


Arrrgghhh >:( I don't want the next week of my life to be this tough again ok ? I'm too sick and tired of this ! Hush :x

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Goin to wear those high cuts !

Me and My family are going to eat dinner on WHAM! restaurant . There are so TREMENDOUS and HUGE burgers there so that's why they're our favourite . Well, my style will be going to be simple . But the best part is, I'm going to wear my new converse high cuts ! Oh gosh I'm so excited ! They are pink and white checkered .

Well, you see, I'm not supposed to wear them now . I bought for our Christmas Celebration on school . But, unfortunately, our adviser didn't allow us to have a party . What a fabulous killjoy ! Maybe she doesn't want to have a party because of what we did to her . Oops, more like our classmate did to her . It's so sad and painful to say .. I don't want a flashback ! It's like a nightmare to me ! :(

Anyway, let's go back to my high cut . I was so happy when I first bought those shoes . Especially, with my own money . The joy and gladness in me are cannot be hidden . Because it's so obvious . As soon as we got home from buying those shoes, I wore and fit them already ! Then I walked like a model with it . I jumped and shouted because of joy . Ugghh I look like a total ignorant that time .

I'm going to earn more money so I can buy a VIOLET one ! Because that's my favourite colour . And also BLACK ! Because it's the hippest colour for teenagers . And I wanna be in style :))

I'm going to save my money for the whole 2011 so I can buy a pair of shoes again ! haha :))

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Good Morning world ! Another day, another money :))

I just signed up a cool blogging website . Its Nuffnang . It's the Asia-Pacific's First Blog Advertising Community . And it says that " Making Blog Advertising Fun..For Everyone ! "
Come on ! Join Us ! Just click the ad ! Thanks :))

Friday, December 10, 2010

A Broken Mirror Glass :)


A Broken Mirror Glass
By : Maria Joanna Cosculla

Mum and Dad was always quarrelling
A seemingly endless discussing
About their numerous mistakes in life
And for not being a good husband and wife .

Their house is like a battlefield
When the both of them don't succeed
"Please Stop ! Oh Why, Oh Why ?! "
That's their children's cry .

The Family the prays together, stays together, they said .
But Why is their family like that ?
Why can't their hearts meet ?
And in one thing agree .

Rewind, move back, to two years ago
A happy scene, a party, everyone's face is aglow
Before the warm fire, talks of work and of play
Swirl around and around on that joyous Christmas Day

Flash forward, to today, everything has changed
The Father, now dying; the mother, deranged
She's cut off her children from her unhappy world
Ignoring the harsh injustice that have been unfurled

Her Daughters denied the sight of their aunts,
They speak up, only to receive their mother's taunts
I can see what is happening, this huge tragedy
They are left with nothing, nothing but a broken family .



Another Poem of Mine :)

Q: Is MONEY the ROOT of ALL EVIL ? My A: NOPE !

They say that MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL . Well, I say NOPE IT'S NOT !

Why ?
What does the Money do to you that makes it EVIL ?
It doesn't have HORNS or PITCHFORKS .
It's not red all over .
And it doesn't come from hell neither .
So why ?

For me, PEOPLE IS THE ONE WHOSE EVIL . We are the one who holds our own money . Its up to us if we're going to use it for good or bad purpose . And money has nothing to do with it . Money is the one whose being used up .. Spend up .. Set up .. Framed up .. So Money is like the victim in this case .

There are so many ways or situations that leads something to EVIL .
For example, DESPERATENESS . If you're so desperate for something, you'll do everything just to have it . Even in a bad or good way.

There are so many of them, so don't blame money for all the EVIL that's happening around. :)

Easy Method : Copy Paste Homeworks :)


CTRL A, CTRL C, CTRL V, then for the final touch CTRL P . PRESTO ! HOMEWORK DONE !

Being a lazy kid, you’re going to do the EASY METHOD I typed above . It’s not a formula or a mixture . Nowadays, many student uses the method like that ↑ because its faster than copying from your reference books . You don’t have to read and write . Just search your assignment and then copy it . Paste it then print it up . Then your assignment is ready to be pass .

But kids don’t realize that maybe their assignment is not correct . Well, its because the INTERNET is NOT always CORRECT . Only people, like them, made it up . You don’t know if it is the true answer to your assignment . Maybe its wrong, franked or just trippin’ out . Its still good and safe to read and answer your assignments YOURSELF . After all, its YOUR assignment.

^____^

Ugh .. Boredom Strikes :))

I'm currently BORED :x
Don't Know what to do ..
AHA ! Add some AdSense on my blogs !
Start earning Money :))

Living Shakespear

I really like writing poems, short stories and quotes .
In school, when we have a groupwork about writing poems, my classmates always depend on me because they know I'm kinda good at it .
Here's one of my masterpiece ^_^

Love The World, Make it a better place

Love someone like there's no tomorrow
Even though you life is in sorrow
You can always change your destiny
By Loving someone affectionately.

There at the poor little houses
Are sad little faces
No food, No water and No love
Love is for everyone, they also must have.

In a family, Love should be in the air
They must love, give and share
But there are some who cannot give ?
And results for someone to leave.

Even in school, everyone must love each other then,
No one should be left behind or forgotten.
Work together and always cooperate,
So the love can be on its fullest rate.

In your neighbourhood, love must be present,
Never be selfish, just give and never regret.
By that, God will give you numerous blessings,
And help you with your problem facings.

And also, you have the someone you really love
The one and only dear in your heart
Love him or her so deep below the ground
And let him or her happy all around

To Love is nothing,
To be Loved is something but;
To Love and to be Loved is EVERYTHING .


I wrote that poem because I've noticed that some people don't love their peers. They always quarrel, fight and shout . It's like a MOVIE CREDIT . A seemingly endless of DISCUSSING and not names -- about their own mistakes . But they don't realize that it will never solve their cases . But, instead, they should never take-for-granted each other and always value each other . Talk slowly and calmly, Forgive quick and Love deep .
:DD

Its Just Me, the World and Money : HiStory

Let me introduced myself first .
I'm Maria Joanna Cosculla . I know it's hard for you to pronounce or read my surname so just call me by my second name, Joanna . I'm 13 years old . I'm from the Philippines . PROUD TO BE PINOY !

I created a blog because I need to earn money even though I'm still studying . I need to help my parents . I'm still in High School, 1st year to be exact . I'm too young to get a job so I've decided to earn money through Blogging . I watched a tv show who teaches many ways to earn money through business, etc . And I've been interested about Blogging . It's because you just need a computer set and some internet connections and then PRESTO! Just sign up to some blogging sites and post . Then add some Adsense to it .. Cuztomize .. Some Blah Blah Blah .

And I also doing some personalize PHOTOS through Photoshop . I've learned this things because of one of my subjects, JOURNALISM . Our teacher teaches us how to use Adobe products like PHOTOSHOPS, PAGE MAKER and IN-DESIGN. Well, this lessons really helped me in starting MY OWN BUSINESS . Even though I'm too young, I can still do things that will earn me MONEY . Thats it :))

It's the HiStory of my Blogging Thingy ^__^